I turned. To
look. But night was dark. And I lost. The stars started to shine out of the
clouds after a while.
So much of human life is wasted in waiting.
So much of human life is wasted in waiting.
I was
waiting. He was waiting. In anticipation and retrospection.
I do not blame him
for not knowing
the gentleness of my soul.
When I only showed him,
how violently
I loved.
-Saiber
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So we never
want things to change but worry ourselves to death introspecting changes. I
was scared about how changed our
equation would be now. A part of me thought that how disappointed could he be!
I mean he already called me hippo and what not. He knew I’d rather gobble down
a pound of cake with him than go hiking and bird watching. He knew I would star
gaze rather than spend the night sleeping. I was me. I hoped with all my heart
that he was he too.
