As I scratch my
head making faces and staring into nothingness thinking about what to write on
this time, my sister sits crouched making lists. She is moving to another city
for work. Looking at her reminds me of how excited and anxious I had been when
I moved out of home for college last year. That feeling of butterflies in the
tummy and staring at the luggage bags, all that comes to me again. As monsoon
is ushered in, so is the season of moving out of the comforts of home for
college. I had always wanted to study at DU and I managed to make it through
the hurdles. The happiness came with a bitter-sweet feeling, of leaving family
behind and moving ahead, living on my own. There was anxiety in shopping,
anxiety that filled me with self doubt and denial, anxiety thinking of rooms
and roommates.
However, the real test of patience was through Delhi University’s introduction of the Four Year Undergraduate Programme (FYUP). A new experiment and we, I and my batch mates throughout the varsity were called the “guinea pigs”. At first there were talks and debates and then finally the confusion ended with the ushering in of a new system of college education with 4 years instead of the earlier 3 years for the undergraduate degree at DU. While a lot many students had declined to get admitted to this programme, most of students like me welcomed the change and went ahead for the admissions.
So far, the
problems had merely involved debates and discussions. When students like me
stepped into our colleges in Delhi, we realized this was much of a gamble with
our futures. The protests had begun in the North campus and FYUP was taken as
an agenda for the students’ union elections. We were stunned by the level of
education that had degraded under the new system. Instead of 4 honors courses,
we were studying just 2 with 4 irrelevant Foundation Courses that ranged from
Hindi to IT; the students weren’t even given the freedom to choose their own
foundation courses, subjects like Mathematics were imposed on students of the
Humanities branch, History on Science stream and so on. Moreover, the level of
curriculum was that of elementary level. Did graduation students expect to
study in such miserable conditions? Except a few colleges, most of the colleges
were drowned in a pool of confusion and chaos that extended for the first year
of college. Massive protests erupted from every other college and their
students’ unions. The quality of teaching and learning that DU was known for
had degraded. And our future was at stake. We the middle and upper middle class
students came from our far off home towns and felt cheated and betrayed by the
renowned university.
This year again as the admission season begins, DU and FYUP is surrounded by controversies while our, the students’ future is hanging in the middle. Who is to be blamed? Who is to ensure some form of certainty to our futures? Whether the course is rolled back or not, the students are meant to suffer…What about the students who already spent a year studying under FYUP? And what about the students who seek admissions in the best university the country has? Who is to answer our questions about our future and careers?
Preetika
Piku.
ReplyDeleteYour message has many strong points in it.